Aint much happen today....besides falling asleep while driving again....dont know why on earth ive been so tired these months...i keep falling asleep when i drive back.Got to stop all this or ill end up 6 feet down the ground...though there were some close ones but im still lucky to be here...or maybe not lucky?

As usual again today i start thinking bout my love life and my past....nothing new when i think of my past...always the same old thing yet i still think of it...regretting and hurt by what ive said and done.Cant change the fact and my actions...so why is all this happening over and over again?Self reflecting time again tonight....

nitez!

23 August....Taylors college organise an inter college battle of the bands....and ofcourse i was involve...though it rained a few times in the morning and once at night it didnt stop the event from going on and it was a great success...loads of compliments saying that it was a great event.Finally i can relax now as preparing for such a major event made me to tired...came back everyday falling asleep while driving and waking up late in the morning.

Woke up at 9:30 on that day...watch a lil cartoon then went to the bank to get some cash for my fees and straight to college.When i was there...work begun...help out in what ever i can, and when the night came...the moment we all have been waiting for after months of expectation n planning.Visitors start comming in and at 8 pm the event begun.although there was a slight delay...about an hour cos we were waiting for the judges.

Then when all the judges arrive the event begins...crowds cheer as the bands performs...and ofcourse i sing along *winks* who can resist.."enter sandman" haha.So the night went on...but the best part of all was when every single person enjoyed the guest band i brought to taylors...the band is Dragon Red....a local band who plays hip rock....really awesome performance....they made the crowd went wild...and some event took off their shirts...and ofcourse they were guys...i even say some gals who were swinging their head...that shows how much they enjoyed the show.

The event ended at around 12:40am and clean up started and ended at 1 something...after that we all went back...but after the event the best thing was seeing everyone hugging each other and even though some had some problems with the other i still see them hug...which was a big suprise and it felt as though we were so close.Kinda touchy feeling at that moment.

Anyhow after i got back n finish bathing i went to sleep straight...as i was lying on my bed i couldnt feel both my legs as i was standing practically the whole day.Kinda funny though...then sunday was my day of rest....and today we did the accounts and all...ah...i feel so free now...kinda lost...dont know what to do anymore...cos usually i would be in my office calling people or something but now theres nothing to do anymore....

oh well i gtg now....nitez!

Weird ting happen today...for once...my good boy kind of look has move away....i get "complements".People think i go clubbing alot and im a smoker...and usually they will think im Mr Goodie...but now ive turn to a drug addict in front of their face....is this a change in my physical appearance or my way of talking? Though i do admid that ive lost alot of weight and is now even more skinnier then before...but does that make me look like i smoke and drink and go clubbing?

I dont know if this is a good news or bad...atleast i know i dont look like a good boy anymore. Ive been really busy with my last minute preparation for my event...the battle of the bands...i just hope the rain doesnt come down on that day...as my event is an outdoor event and theres no shade...worse comes to worse we have to change our venue to the muli purpose hall....but than it wont be able to fit so many people....i wonder what genius plan is my adviser gonna come out with.

Anyway ...its getting late now...and im pretty tired...ill go to bed now...nitez.

Ahh....finally took the initiative to blog again...tho i dont like my monitor now as i cant see clearly but ill just blog for the sake of blogging...been a busy week lately...had the audition for my college battle of the bands...and no...im not taking part this time as my band members are no longer studying...and one of the rule is that all members must be a student in any college or uni...so basically i've been calling up sponsors and having the band audition.

The audition was on Wed,Thu,Fri and Sun...though time for me as i had to judge fairly and not be bias on a group.Other than that i had to cope with college work and all...and try not to fall asleep in class as my results are not that good last sem and i dont intend to repeat the same mistake.

Ive been so....tired these days and i think its time for me to sleep....as ive been falling asleep all day and also falling asleep when i drive to college and back....sigh....nitez all...