WHO AM I?

tytons...
a name i gave myself...
to me its a symbol of courage...dedication...honour and respect earned...
have to say...i should start giving myself a new name...i dont think i deserve this name
ive lost my courage...ive no decication..i think i still got my honour...atleast i fight for wats right...but respect....im beginning not to respect myself no more.

today i lost a friend...why?well...cos of my mouth...tho i didn't mean any harm..but its translated wrongly...and thats it.Everything just disapear in a matter of seconds.im so fucked up...i have to try to stay focus...atleast try to get my fucking degree...i think that should be my main priority...

may god bless me...