tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39213802011-04-22T06:31:03.688+08:00<B><H5>It's all about me...my boring,intresting(i think)life,facinating and full of misseries that comes and goes...but thats my life and isn't that part of life?</H5></B>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.comBlogger611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1161799433297254462006-10-26T01:48:00.000+08:002006-10-26T02:03:53.313+08:00

why do i blog?why dont i feel like blogging anymore these years?i dont blog to seek attention from people..infact most of the people i know dont even know i have a blog...so i guess it also means that i dont need to keep it updated constantly. I think the issue here is why am i blogging once in a blue moon then? Its not like theres any readers out there...or its not my so called duty to do it...

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1148142447023349682006-05-21T00:16:00.000+08:002006-05-21T00:27:27.033+08:00

As usual...its a dull saturday, awaken from my late night sleep again. My mood immediately change after i saw something really nice on the table....an envoloped with weird printing of my name...woooo it came to my mind..tickets!!!! what tickets?hehe...seee *points below*im gonna go see satriani!!!!woooweee...whos that?oh hes just some bald headed dude whos a killer on the guitar...no biggie..haha

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1148080796223807162006-05-20T07:18:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:19:56.233+08:00

feeling sad...so dont wanna talk..see this pic and examine it?the thing that came into my head is how the coconut taste like..

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1145915022625020992006-04-25T05:20:00.000+08:002006-04-25T05:44:14.336+08:00

Oh yay...its my bday...wow...weee...woohooo..., =\ its not different from any other day...but oh well i got myself a cake..a tart...and decided that its time to eat some korean instant noodles that ive been saving for a while since i got to uk. So took some pictures of myself...really blur and tired as last nite i slept on a chairs line togather and had been waking up from noises around all night

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1144453192405569092006-04-08T07:35:00.000+08:002006-04-08T07:39:52.416+08:00

Its weird whenever i wanna do some homework or studying..i end up doing something else which takes up a huge amount of time...like cleaning my room for instance. If you scroll down a few post you'll see that my geek looking room is a total mess but after yesterday...its a different thing. Well not totally clean but its alot better then before.i seriously gotto get myself back to my work...sigh

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1143020525159258352006-03-22T17:32:00.000+08:002006-03-22T17:42:05.243+08:00

It just struck my mind...how to people feel when someone cares for them and that they are neglecting them...can they actualy live a peaceful life?yes those moment they are having now could be happy and all...but what about the people around them...even if they are on the verge to kill themselves, can they be happy? The world is cold...and it really is darn cold..not physically...but maybe

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1142950484469083702006-03-21T22:00:00.000+08:002006-03-21T22:14:44.480+08:00

The worst torture isnt pain, atleast in pain there will be a point where you will faint or die, but mental torture by silence is definately a killer. You start thinking of nonsense, hallusinating and then at the end of the day some head damage or something.Life isnt getting any easier in a foreign country the pressure so building up so much that im starting to lose myself even faster. Im not the

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1142881593003568832006-03-21T03:03:00.000+08:002006-03-21T03:06:33.013+08:00

im not too sure what has happen to me but i felt as though ive been drugged, being all paranoid and having this mental break down is really scaring me. Thinking of suicide and all isnt right at all. I really need to get a grip of myself and not let this loneliness control me and making me see things or hear them. I really need to get back to KL. I cannot stand staying here, im not sure if its

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1142430248147860742006-03-15T21:41:00.000+08:002006-03-15T21:44:08.150+08:00

i also forgot to mention that ive got myself a new wife...a white one...traded my wife for this...heart pain abit though...but i think its worth it..wont be changing wifes for a while now...

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1142429098544874542006-03-15T21:17:00.000+08:002006-03-15T21:24:58.556+08:00

Im not a geek...nor am i near to be one....but i seem to have the lifestyle of one...minus the book reading part and the thick frame specs and er...button shirts with a pocket protector for pens..if thats what its called.but look at my roomA geek needs to shop for groceries and yea...forgets to packs up the plastic bag...and food which is easily accessible on the floor so he doesnt starve to

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1141758484969566542006-03-08T03:01:00.000+08:002006-03-08T03:08:04.983+08:00

finally took the initiative to buy that domain before someone does...actually i was more like waiting for benjamin.com but knowing that it would be hard to get the domain cos its being used by some property company thing in the arizona if im not wrong...anyways will hunt down my name soon enough..while waiting i thought i could settle with this name.spend like 12 hours non stop yesterday with my

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1141266920750424032006-03-02T10:17:00.000+08:002006-03-02T10:38:51.920+08:00

Found out that i cant do a masters today...and been like 2 weeks or so since my pc has been having this hardisk problem...and its making me worry as i might just have it not booting one day when my due date to my assignments are near...shit! ive always know that bad things comes in a pair or a bunch...but why is it coming so frequently now...whats up with all these test in such short period...

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1139448126005618022006-02-09T09:03:00.000+08:002006-03-15T21:33:41.753+08:00

Its really becoming of blogging only when im down and alone and have no one to turn to. Then again when was the last time i had someone to turn to? Really dont like this feeling...im suppose to be reading up on C programming to start doing my thesis...but i really dont have the mood to do so. Im starting to wonder why is it so hard to live alone in a secluded world. It use to be darn easy...why

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1137800764915377732006-01-21T07:30:00.000+08:002006-01-21T07:46:04.926+08:00

Exam week! argh...had 2 papers...failed both in a row...shit..how i know i fail?well...i know my own strength..and when you look at the paper and cant write shit...thats where you know you fail! Anyways..i really hope i dont have to stay another semester in newcastle to take the resit..its gonna be too expensive and its gonna be a bomb..and its gonna be hell..and im gonna be doomed~!Shit...really

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1136777248742242292006-01-09T11:03:00.000+08:002006-01-09T11:27:28.756+08:00

Cant sleep when im suppose to be sleeping...not too sure why am i awaken from my sleep middle of the night. Its not like i have alot of thinking to do...prolly just worried about the future i guess. Met someone really amazing lately...made me realize alot of stuff which i did realize before but never really empahsize on it...till now, ive been a pathetically weak person..emotionally, and maybe

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1134411084431063232005-12-13T02:04:00.000+08:002005-12-13T02:11:24.440+08:00

The weekend was hell...ive never been this hurt in my life, not only my social life sucks..my love life...my studies...but basically everythin sucks...its a mystery how shit can always happen in a chain reaction. Why cant these things just happen one at a time, not pile up like fucking shit! No wonder the term 'shit' is given to these things. Somehow knowing the truth really hurts..and knowing

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1133757534452640942005-12-05T12:26:00.000+08:002005-12-05T12:46:44.236+08:00

Just checked on the assignments that are due...OMFG~ i got like a another 4 of it piling up...and the due date are a day after or the same day...sigh...from a total slacker to someone who has to do his work is not easy...this reminds me so much of my spm days, where i had to cope with all the stress and sudden change in myself...the only difference was i had someone special to be my motivator

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1133132353686784672005-11-28T06:27:00.000+08:002006-03-15T21:38:22.933+08:00

Suddenly had the urge to blog. Been like er..2 months since i got here in newcastle?touched down on the 23 of Sept and have to admid, the 1st impression was good. By the 3rd day ive already got stalked..and harrassed. I've been trying not to think so much of whats bad here and how im treated at times, but it seem harder then it is. My friend Ben seem to have ok housemates but why do i have 2

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1120564645101188962005-07-05T19:51:00.000+08:002005-07-05T19:57:25.103+08:00

Finally trying out some new templates...i dont think i would wanna keep go on using the standard templates from blogspot...too ugly...kinda too plain as well. Anyways will continue experimenting with all the new styles and other weird stuff i can find around the net. Oh yea i also told Elaine i would try make her blog look a lil more attractive.

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1118152638251371172005-06-07T21:42:00.000+08:002005-07-06T11:55:43.256+08:00

Ive not worked so hard since secondary 3...man...working as a bloody labour isnt fun....especially when i stop exercising like....5 years ago...and today i gotto carry tons of stuff up n down 4 fleets of stairs...wtf?this is why we need a degree atleast in life...so we could pay immigrants to do our hard work...or maybe this is why robots exist....i wish star wars tech is available to us now...

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1096992654010773872004-10-05T23:58:00.000+08:002005-05-21T17:51:23.386+08:00

Pc's isn't working fine...but atleast i can come online...after tryin for HOURS! argh...yesterday was 1 heck of a day...i've finally met Jolene...someone who i've been messaging back and forth for quite a while in friendster...tho it wasn't an arranged meet up or anything...but it was still good enough i've to save some memories in my heart and mind.After walking front and back the shop she work

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1096473961036796132004-09-29T23:49:00.000+08:002005-05-21T17:53:51.783+08:00

I thought last night was bad...today is WORST! came back from coll to find my hardisk dead...so i had to restart my pc...and DING!~ i find my whole user profile screwed...lost all my data on my desktop and in my documents....now all my projects...and stuff are gone...due date is freaking near...and how the hell am i gonna do it in less then a month?Sigh...how bad can things get?i got assignment

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1096393127245966432004-09-29T01:31:00.000+08:002005-05-21T18:10:08.740+08:00

Sigh...i got no idea what has happen to me...my heart feels heavy im irritated with my college work...i dont seem to get to do my project and its not going anywhere...a few more assignments are gonna reach its due date...the preasure is starting to rise again...exams are near...i wont have time to study...damn...what the fuck is gonna happen this year end.Im really irritated at the moment i don't

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1095878731724788432004-09-23T01:34:00.000+08:002005-05-21T18:11:03.313+08:00

Innocents... its something we all grow out of..amazing isnt it how we were born into this world and as we grow we are like a sponge to bad habbits and bad ethics. The other day i was thinking back when i was a kid and how i use to get nightmares, the next thing would to be going to my parents bedroom and sleeping beside my father. I think i would feel more secure and stuff like that...but then as

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1095724913302044842004-09-21T07:53:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:10:21.320+08:00

Bad night it has been...as i was trying so hard to get myself to sleep....suddenly memories of Sabrina came into my head...how we met..what happen and how she left. Moments spend with her were really sweet and happy...though it was rather painful at the end. Somehow history seems to be repeating itself just that this time its slightly more painful and things aren't that good.Finally asleep,

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1095272517570547222004-09-16T02:10:00.001+08:002005-05-22T15:11:00.253+08:00

For some reason somehow im getting alot moody at night lately....cant sleep properly, feeling really restless and im so lost...damn i feel as though i just broke up with some girl...which i didn't *grins*i wonder how long am i gonna be in this state again. At this rate im starting to repeat my past. The other weird thing is the urge for me to pick up my yoyos again. For some weird reason im

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1094485830219563002004-09-06T23:31:00.001+08:002005-05-22T15:12:13.233+08:00

Just as i thought a miserable day would have started...i find a friend who i've met online, talked to her and somehow asked her out for lunch. She agreed so yea...washed up and all...and off to subang parade. Though i knew i could not make it in time, i use my excellent brains which rot decades ago find the shorted and fastest way to subang, but there just had to be traffic to make me even late..

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1094141760394395172004-09-03T00:03:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:13:08.893+08:00

Suprisingly fate didn't allow me to send a 3 page long sms to her....else we wouldn't meet up today. Somehow things went from good to bad..and recovered in time...im pretty happy that things are back to normal...or atleast not at that bad situation,now i can sleep properly and soundly without waking up in the middle of the night.Cant believe i stayed up for 2 days and can be drinking at the same

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1094046529460806172004-09-01T21:41:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:13:38.586+08:00

tytons...a name i gave myself...to me its a symbol of courage...dedication...honour and respect earned...have to say...i should start giving myself a new name...i dont think i deserve this nameive lost my courage...ive no decication..i think i still got my honour...atleast i fight for wats right...but respect....im beginning not to respect myself no more.today i lost a friend...why?well...cos of

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1093938932134417262004-08-31T15:38:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:14:18.506+08:00

I don't know how long am i going to go on blogging but i took about an hour plus to delete all old post that i made which i think should be erase from my life.A new beginning shall begin and tho lots of stuff has happen throughout these months and still some things remains the same...for example my results...they are still dropping...but i believe its time for me to wake up and start caring for

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1065370459890190612003-10-06T00:14:00.000+08:002006-02-26T01:53:04.733+08:00

Hm....been kinda occupied with lots of other rubbish lately....been doing alot of yoyo shows...maybe not alot but for about 3 weeks?during weekends.So..last weekend i had this job offer in Johor....to perform in Giant supermarket...help Dutch Lady, a bloody milk brand promote their yoyo.I got shock when i heard its Dutch Lady, cos since when they started investing into toys?arent they only on

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1063556535215709432003-09-15T00:22:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:15:25.236+08:00

Last night i had my council dinner...at 1st i didnt felt like going, dont kow why but i didnt feel like going after hearing that they are going to have seafood.But at the end i went...god knows why....but b4 that i went to amcorp mall to get some sponge for my yoyo bag and saw a few of my yoyo mates there....so i greated them and all...then i ran to my car as i know i can get a fine for parking

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1063281376058777252003-09-11T19:56:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:15:40.656+08:00

Havent been blogging much as my monitor turns my mood off to blog...so right now im using my dad's PC to blog...nothing much has been happening besides my latest yoyo performance at plaza Shah Alam on the 5th of September. I did 5 shows that day and ofcourse the 1st wasn't as good as the rest cos i was kinda nervous but after that i was ignoring the crowd hehe.I'm suppose to have 3 performance

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1061914290177150282003-08-27T00:11:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:17:32.493+08:00

Aint much happen today....besides falling asleep while driving again....dont know why on earth ive been so tired these months...i keep falling asleep when i drive back.Got to stop all this or ill end up 6 feet down the ground...though there were some close ones but im still lucky to be here...or maybe not lucky?As usual again today i start thinking bout my love life and my past....nothing new

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1061818259376337182003-08-25T21:30:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:17:50.293+08:00

23 August....Taylors college organise an inter college battle of the bands....and ofcourse i was involve...though it rained a few times in the morning and once at night it didnt stop the event from going on and it was a great success...loads of compliments saying that it was a great event.Finally i can relax now as preparing for such a major event made me to tired...came back everyday falling

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1060880639669135392003-08-15T01:03:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:18:04.056+08:00

Weird ting happen today...for once...my good boy kind of look has move away....i get "complements".People think i go clubbing alot and im a smoker...and usually they will think im Mr Goodie...but now ive turn to a drug addict in front of their face....is this a change in my physical appearance or my way of talking? Though i do admid that ive lost alot of weight and is now even more skinnier then

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1060539384716957002003-08-11T02:16:00.000+08:002005-05-22T15:18:30.846+08:00

Ahh....finally took the initiative to blog again...tho i dont like my monitor now as i cant see clearly but ill just blog for the sake of blogging...been a busy week lately...had the audition for my college battle of the bands...and no...im not taking part this time as my band members are no longer studying...and one of the rule is that all members must be a student in any college or uni...so

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1059577801590204172003-07-30T23:10:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:00:54.973+08:00

back to bloggin after a long time...the reason i didnt blog was due to my monitor which blew and also there were a few nights where i dose off at around 10:45 pm .... -_-" not like me to sleep so early....but this college thing is making me really tired.so ill blog what ever i can remember from my weekend till today...wont be long but ill try to make it intresting enough to read and not fall

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1058806182406489562003-07-22T00:49:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:01:35.793+08:00

Went back to college today after a month and a half...or more....got my soul scared out of my body when my lecturer said that i failed my resit and have to repeat.Totally freak me out..but in the end it was a misunderstanding...she was so blur..dont think she knew what she was talking at all. Thank god i didnt fail...if not im so dead.Dont know why but im so damn tired and exhausted...though i

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1058378150305980962003-07-17T01:55:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:01:54.186+08:00

iDidnt really do much today...all i did was watch a movie and surf the net...played my guitar..and i was in those mood where i played malay songs again...hehehe...i remember my band lead singer saying this to me "Ben you're fucking weird...one minute you play all altenative and the other you are all sentimental" hehe he 100% right..i dont even know my fav music choice.I have mood swings for it

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1058293335357162142003-07-16T02:22:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:02:13.066+08:00

Todays isnt any day special but i was listening to all kinds of sentimental songs from chicago, matchbox 20,jewel, and lots more...dont know why i felt...kinda...in a love mood kinda thing hehe.Nothing happen today besides drving my mum to the car repair shop and spending my last few hours in fwo..cos its the end of beta2...and there will be a total wipe and the game starts again.Oh no...

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1058116773196583222003-07-14T01:19:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:02:46.666+08:00

Didnt do much for the past 2 days.Finally make my phone blog today...so i can blog at anywhere anytime.I got this because i start to talk lots of crap before i go to bed or i could say when im on the verge to sleeping...its like im in s trance and i start blabing..at times i dont even know what i write or said.i realise that i sms and send it to ppl...which i myself dont know..so hopefully i send

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057858935818885212003-07-11T01:42:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:03:13.353+08:00

something made me realise about my life again today.An old friend and also my scout troop leader came up to me on icq and ask me to lend him100 buck to pay for his car installment.actually it isnt that cheap but hes short of a 100 buck so he asked me.he stop studying after his 1st year in college and has a diploma in computer,but he isnt a bright student since secondary school and hes active in

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057775326618189392003-07-10T02:28:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:03:25.406+08:00

im back!!! hehe...holidays ending =( dont like that....that means i got to try to concerntrate more as my 1st six months is a total ....er....can find a word for it...all i know is i suck big time.maybe ill start erading slowly again starting from tomorrow.got a few plans in mind actually...i would wanna go have dinner with my former bus driver...havent seen him for a while now.nothing much

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057516853611049332003-07-07T02:40:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:04:17.656+08:00

Didnt blog yesterday as there was nothing that happen besides the same old story that ive been blogging...which is staying at home and doing nothing.so what i did today was....er...wake up...watch some cartoons...well actually only 1..i watch dragonball...kinda lost the chance to watch it when i was a kid so ill watch it now hehe....paying back.After that i went back to bed as i slept late the

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057343092043705712003-07-05T02:24:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:04:35.366+08:00

nothing intresting today..besides that i realise that its Friday and that my holidays will end in a week time..and as usual ive not done what im suppose to do, that is to find a job. O well....gotto start reading again, if not ill get drop out and left outthought of alot of things about myself lately...what kind of person i am and so on...i do notice im a lil protective and i can get jelous kinda

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057171710703749882003-07-03T02:48:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:04:59.146+08:00

today i slept like a pig...woke up at 1pm and still i felt tired hehehe woke did nothing much...read a few magazines after buying lunch while playing fwo again...as usual...yes...i can read and play...hehe....taking the game as a chatroom now..sometimes i just sit there and do nothing but chat.hmmm nothing special happen...as i was home AGAIN...all day long...unless you want me to tell you i

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1057082621560484172003-07-02T02:03:00.000+08:002005-05-23T03:05:37.653+08:00

counting days that goes by....lost count of the time i wasted...and even worse...i forgot that its already july.College starting soon and what on earth am i doing....hehehe.somtimes i just got a really weird feeling and i would want to compose a song..but never have i ever made a complete song...its either i dont have the full lyrics or i cant finish up the music.probably i should take some

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another day has gone...im still all alone....though you're far away....im here to stay...those were the words in Micheal jackson's song...hmm quite true.I find Micheal a nice guy....a big kid...but when hes pressured...he seems really scary.hmm why am i talking about someone's life and not mine LOL.lets see...what have i done today besides sitting here in front of my pc *thinks real hard* hmmm

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1056909092896621192003-06-30T01:51:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:59:32.546+08:00

stop blogging for a day and im back...hehe...wasnt really in the mood to blog...didnt have much to say anyway...hmm got a msg from my former boss from the toy store (Toyzbar), he said he needed people to perform or something for disney channel malaysia and ask me if i would go in...by the way i perfrom yoyo stuff...i wonder what he wants this time.was just thinking last night...how do you know

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-1056649723936623212003-06-27T01:48:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:58:41.060+08:00

Ahhh back to blogging....atleast now im feeling less tense...after my resit yesterday.All i have to do now is to pray and hope i do not fail...man this sucks big time...still cant believe my record breaking results...as in during my college time...cant compare to secondary school...heheh its worse there.Ah well..i guess im gonna be back to my daily routine...that is...play fwo all day again.I

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-959839352003-06-24T23:43:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:58:23.353+08:00

went to college today to pay for my resit...and i went into the library searching for books on HTML and PHP....i dont believe im actually going there to get books.Anyway i couldnt borrow them cos my semester has end and i got to pay my fees before i can use the library.came back and played abit of FWO and then back to my studying which didnt really succeed...sigh....im a bloody pathetic dude who

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well......spend my whole morning till afrernoon trying to get into fungwan(an online game) did study a lil....and was busy doing this stupid blog page...cant get the auto refresh to work right....suppose to refresh the tag board...but instead it refresh the whole page. well atleast it refreshes.i dont think ill write alot today...kinda bored and lost the mood for creative wrting...hehehe calling

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i'll try not make my day sound like a total failure...i tried to study as usual..and i did...a lil, which wasnt good..my resit is wednesday which is 3 days from now.Ben you got to start reading and not be online...what are you doing now blogging your way with your book on your lap.sheesh...stupid boy!sook peng called back after i called her today...was feeling really bored and all..kinda happy

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-958969342003-06-22T01:56:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:55:38.376+08:00

just went through sabrina,seyin,ky and nicky's blog page....wow....they all look good...seems like im the only lazy idiot here that doesnt do much to my own page...so poorly maintain and all...its gettin late now...havent really studied all day, as usual i got distracted again.gotto start doing someting fast or ill end up regreting alot.nite all...sweet dreams

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-958881892003-06-21T16:13:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:55:20.676+08:00

hmmm havent even though about bloggin until recently when i saw rebecca's bloggin page on tv...guess ill drop by to write a few lines....things just get worse in life dont they? reading through my last few post...i realise that i have damn bad english...man i hardly know what am i writing there.....ive not been doing well in my exams...failed 2 sujects and have to repeat 1 subject...man i suck...

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Hi me again.....today i went to see my new band members....the lead guitarist and also the singer was nice...quite cute..kekeke...they are good....man i feel so lousy...hahaha.....oh ya...are all guys room that messy? hahhaa hes is as bad as mine...but he has more wires...kekeke....he lucky my mum is not his...if not haiyo all his stuff will be gone.

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on the telephne line i can be anyone, anything i want to be....so true!

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my other site to download stuff Flesh

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-841641242002-11-07T17:48:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:52:08.123+08:00

Hey....i got no idea how to make this page

Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09260368262266061726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3921380.post-841105562002-11-06T19:11:00.000+08:002005-05-23T02:51:40.500+08:00

Im a boy....a 18 but i don't look 18 thats what everyone say and i say also la...Im currently in Taylors College taking my Diploma in Information Technology.

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